Wow, seems like it was a million years ago since I last updated this blog.

So, I guess a little catching up is in order, right?

Right?

Right?

Oh, yeah, no one ever reads this anyway.

I wonder if you ever miss me the way I miss you.

:'(

Sometimes, you can literally feel your heart breaking, into a thousand pieces.

Perhaps I should be happy for you.

Cause I know, this might be selfish, but I'm kind of disappointed that it isn't me.

That it isn't me, who makes your day brighter.

Cause heavens know I've tried.

Running away was never an option

I know, I should walk away.
But its damn hard to walk away from someone, who you think holds the key for your happiness.

1 Month In.

When 2011 started, I made a promise to myself, that this is gonna be a happy year.

No more acting like Edward Cullen, brooding around everywhere.

Now, its one month into 2011, and the verdict is?

Honestly, It kind of is. I'm definitely happier this year, I'm not perpetually hurt anymore.

Thanks for the great start 2o11.

No more neglect.

Dear blog. I haven't been writing much now, has I?

Sorry for neglecting you, its just that there has never been an urge to write nowadays.

But, no more. From now on, I'm gonna write here regularly! At least once a week!

Go on,

Go on, leave me.

Leave me here hanging, cause in your mind, perhaps I don't deserve an explanation.

Leave me here, cause you know, you can come back whenever, and I'll still be here waiting on you.

We both know that's true.

I'm a filthy hypocrite.

I say all these things, to trick my friends, who cares.

I say all these things, to trick myself.

But the fact of the matter is?

I still think of you, all the time.

I still steal glances at you, whenever I can.

Ahh, the glances. The only thing keeping me from skipping every class there is.