A case of trying too hard, perhaps?

I don't know since when, but I can't never seem to write anymore. Long were the days, that I can just pour my heart on paper, without so much of a thought. I just can't anymore. Its not that I have nothing to say, I have plenty of things to say. Nor it is that life has been uneventful, it has been a roller coaster. And when you're surrounded by people who can make words dance on their palms, it's depressing.

I miss the days when I could just write out my heart lines on pages, its been too long since I wrote anything, that's worth reading.

Maybe, I've been trying too hard to please other people, and tried too hard to write in a style that I'm never familiar with.

Maybe, I'm too used to write to ease my heart pains and sadness, when I'm in a state of content happiness, I can't seem to put my thoughts into words.

But, perhaps, just perhaps, I'm missing my muse.

I miss my muse.

For what it's worth

Idk why, but this semester break has been very strange indeed. Stuff has been happening, and I just can't put a finger on it.

I'm scared.

Another attempt at trying to blog.

Some people, are damn persistent.